Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Knock knock!

20th jan ( Tuesday) moon Capricorn in 7h. 10 degree ob to my natal mars

We have a visitor! New companion in our journey. We ventured even further on our car. Checking out the location of the train station where we can park. Went to Werribee Mall. Mall seems to be the easiest, safe synthesized mini representation of society. For us to test our wings. I observed I was getting a little impatient. We don't seem to have achieving much.

First meal outside in Werribee food court. Can't wait to dive in for some spices n rice!

I consciously activate my ascendent cancer and  north node Virgo.
I cooked for my flat mates and prepared a long bath for her.

Moon turning to new sign Aquarius. In the evening.
We were suggested to move to sleep in a room upstairs instead. Since we have a new guest, it make sense to leave the living hall as a communal purpose and make another private space else where. As usual, relocating is not v easy for a Taurus. But it is time to move. Though my luggage is still down stays. I ended the day w a knock on my head before I lay my head down. Perhaps to empty all my previous energy to suit this new room!

21th jan (Wednesday) first day of mercury in retrograde.
Moon Aquarius, sun just turned Aquarius .

Woke up on a new bed! Embraced, confined this is the feeling of a bed room. Room mate fell from the bed. And it is her turn to have a knock on her head! It is good time for her rest for a while! Rescheduling required for our initial plan to visit Victoria market. Truly feeling the effect of mercury retrograde. Can't go many places. I have been spending some time de cluttering pictures n unwanted softwares on my phone.

Sunday, January 18, 2015

I believe I can fly.

18th jan 2015 (Sunday)
Moon in sagi, waning. Flying on Air Asia d7 212

While I am on the plane flying to melbourne, I made this post. The Fun of making planes in 2013. When I was homeschooling the kids, this is what sy has asked me to help him to make. A model plane. He saw it in some books. We had to search for balsa wood and cut to shapes to make the plane. Kids had fun. Hard work for mama!

Touch down melbourne

Arriived mid night 12am 18th Jan 201
New Moon in Capricorn 19th Jan 2015

By the time we got to the house, it is about 2 am local time. First to settle a place to sleep. And get grounded. It was a slow process of getting myself oriented. The next morning I had A cup of warm lemon drink, picked me up. Next proceed to get groceries supply for the week.

Come to think of it, I have never get a chance to indulge in a long bath properly. Most of the time it will be v busy when kids are around. When u r back in water, it make you feel as if nothing matters in the outside world. U r back to inner self. I guess it is v close to going back to mother's womb. Warm, quiet, embraced. It is great to connect back to myself. 

Familiarise ourselves w the house, 2ndly the car then the neighbourhood. Very slowly, step by step finding our ways around.

This is our first snack, local produce w smooth Indian yogurt.

The dinner, delicious tomato minestrone soup.

This is our bed! Best way to get grounded is to sleep close to the earth! And we have a magnificent lake view!

Tea time snack by the deck next to the lake at the back yard.

It was a wonderful touch down experience. No agenda, no rush just following the beat of the cosmos as it is.

Tuesday, January 06, 2015

In a dream for 10 days and now finally back.

6th jan 2015, Full moon in cancer conj natal  mars in cancer, 1st h, t sq tip.

The day before I end my long stay in Penang and make my trip back to kl, I had a furious dream. So angry, I remember so vividly. It left a strong impression on my mind that I have such prominent, buried, suppressed anger in me. I dreamt that I scolded my heart out at my maid. Current maid? A new maid? Unsure. I screamed at her many things that I never did in reality as I tried to be "humane". This is actually a reoccurring dream. I had this many times. Something urgent never get addressed. But this time with the full moon in cancer just highlighted the issue. Even though I haven't reached home. I still had a dream w Such strong intensity.

Later that I was pondering over my fury. It surfaced suddenly. It is v clear that I found myself a clear mirror. Such strong projection that others easily can become the scape goat. What does that indicate? Suddenly I received an insight, when I open up my heart for it. My maid re enforced such dis organise lazy character in me!  She enlarge the perspective. Imagine, one person goes messy, u can blame it on the kids. And now w a specially hired domestic helper is still messy, it just doubly highlight my disability in such matter. Unable to lead in my domestic scene. I couldn't accept this "sleeping away" character in me. On the other hand I can be v hard n strict on myself.