Wednesday, February 24, 2010
It was a dry brownie. Super dry. I can never get a perfect brownie.
Leaking pipe, the wall paint is peeling off. blk moss growing wild. Contractor came when i was out fetching son.
Crying babies. Why don't you just go to sleep.
Maid agency owes me money Rm100. for over a year. I hate calling them and explain to them over again.
Today I hit a low point after many months of consistant high. Feeling a little low. Perhaps I am tired. A little blur. Lost sense of direction. Lots of things to do, but do not know where to start first. I usually only do things that i like. Not things that i need to do.
I ve been wanting to homeschool. It's a huge effort. but i know it's for better. It's a field i find it interesting. I could learn at the same time i can be with the kids more. and foster better sibling bonding. I don;t get positive support from my partner. Feel like giving up. Why should I be the one worry so much about it. Some one else is in doubt of my ability. I should just forget about it.
I don't like a sad blog. But today I feel like putting the low point up.
Leave me alone.