i am losing control of the house hold, losing control over a mess of junk accumulating. i don't know who i am and I don't know what i am doing.
but the the dhama says - there is no self. there is no control, there is just physical and mental process going on. the moment u try to control it u r out of it.
after all i am not so bad. i seem to be facing a norm of life.
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Hi Sister,
Thanks for dropping by and leaving a comment. When I went to your blog and saw Shanyang's photo, immediately I knew who you are.
and your flickr confirmed it when I saw bro wai leong's photo stating that he's ur hubby.
I'll take note on your recommendation on yoga, which I've stopped for quite sometime.
Based on my limited knowledge, nothing much can be done on slipped disc, which concerns me alot as it will stop me from my favourite activities.
I'll just go with the flow for now.
Hope to see you and family soon. :D
I like your photo on the blog... despite your feelings of going crazy, you still look quite cool... and you certainly are a capable person!
I know what you mean by losing control. Sometimes it's probably just the feeling for "sianess" of the day to day monotomous routine.
Hang in there! You know where to find me ;)
Your fren in madness too ~ kekeke!
No worries fren, we all go thru the same "lost" felling. We SAHM must try to stimulate our day to day activities to stay sane.
Next time you feeling lost of control... you know where to find me :p
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